WEB OF LIES

poisoned1vy @ 2009-11-15T19:17:00

2009-11-16T00:17:21Z

hoooooooooome

poisoned1vy @ 2009-11-10T15:33:00

2009-11-10T20:33:36Z

GET THE FUCK OUTTA THERE FUCKING IDIOT

poisoned1vy @ 2009-10-19T21:47:00

2009-10-20T01:50:50Z

FALSE SENSE OF SECURITY!
GET ME OUT GET ME OUT GET ME OUT
NO ONE BELIEVES ME.
I CAN'T EVEN SCREAM

poisoned1vy @ 2009-10-13T11:29:00

2009-10-13T15:30:29Z

IVY IS BACK ON TOP.

-"So what's you major?"

-"Kicking ass. I'm minoring in taking names. Any more stupid questions?"

you should see my bike. it's retarrrrrded. In 6 different colors.

poisoned1vy @ 2009-10-06T22:31:00

2009-10-07T02:32:30Z

I'm such a FUCK UP man!

I don't know how to live.
Why aren't I happier?
I'm in school-
i can't do this. I feel like such a pussy. I'm lonely and scared.

I have a terrible secret....

2009-09-14T15:47:12Z

I love Lady Gaga. She is weird, sexy, dresses like a hot fucktard, writes her own songs and might be a hermaphrodite.
Don't fucking judge me.

JUST got to georgia and already....

2009-09-12T00:13:59Z

I left Memphis how i wanted i guess.

I can't tell if i'm scared or lonely or both but my head's really not right.
I've never been this far from the things in life that keep me from losing my shit.
Fuck dude.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

poisoned1vy @ 2009-09-06T23:08:00

2009-09-07T04:09:09Z

What if you got a tattoo that said "Born to Live-Taught to Die"?
With some nifty picture?

Hm.

poisoned1vy @ 2009-09-06T13:24:00

2009-09-06T18:26:11Z

Will you be there when my mouth is full of my own guts?

Cuz i won't be.

poisoned1vy @ 2009-08-23T07:50:00

2009-08-23T12:52:46Z

Seeing Brian fucks me up.

Also, too many beautiful people are fuckin up my insides right now.

poisoned1vy @ 2009-08-19T21:41:00

2009-08-20T02:44:50Z

There's no love in this world- it's all inside me.
/And whoever I wanna give it to just sends it back.

I'll be here if you have any questions.

poisoned1vy @ 2009-08-15T21:13:00

2009-08-16T02:16:38Z

I still think about Brian once a week and wana fucking hang myself. How bogus is that right?
whatever,

im think i might be Polyamorous but im a hypocrite.
i dont like ell jay.

poisoned1vy @ 2009-08-02T11:59:00

2009-08-02T16:59:31Z

Gally told me about a cool t-shirt she used to have that says "Go Eat Dogfood."

i want it.

poisoned1vy @ 2009-07-27T05:03:00

2009-07-27T10:04:51Z

I tripped balls and decided i don't wanna drink anymore. Just because.

poisoned1vy @ 2009-07-14T14:49:00

2009-07-14T19:51:32Z

goin to Savannah tomorrow for three days.

Goin to the beach at some point down there.
gonna show off my new tattoo- I got a can of cat food on my hip.
(for free!)

poisoned1vy @ 2009-06-20T21:37:00

2009-06-21T02:37:57Z

You're only as scared as you feel.

New Orleans

2009-06-15T05:37:49Z

Fuckin A.

poisoned1vy @ 2009-06-09T14:39:00

2009-06-09T19:45:02Z

Margot took me to the fancy schmancy university club to swim and eat health food for free.
there were a buncha WASPy type rich bitches there, but it was fun.

then she called me today and said they sent her dad an email saying she was there with some "strange character" with tattoos.
Now I'm not allowed back at the university club.
it's cool though- i peed in their pool.

poisoned1vy @ 2009-05-11T02:04:00

2009-05-11T07:06:09Z

Spending the night with David tonight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

=D

Life story by Tennessee Williams

2009-05-04T02:50:03Z

read it- trust me.

After you've been to bed together for the first time,
without the advantage or disadvantage of any prior acquaintance,
the other party very often says to you,
Tell me about yourself, I want to know all about you,
what's your story? And you think maybe they really and truly do

sincerely want to know your life story, and so you light up
a cigarette and begin to tell it to them, the two of you
lying together in completely relaxed positions
like a pair of rag dolls a bored child dropped on a bed.

You tell them your story, or as much of your story
as time or a fair degree of prudence allows, and they say,
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh,
each time a little more faintly, until the oh
is just an audible breath, and then of course

there's some interruption. Slow room service comes up
with a bowl of melting ice cubes, or one of you rises to pee
and gaze at himself with mild astonishment in the bathroom mirror.
And then, the first thing you know, before you've had time
to pick up where you left off with your enthralling life story,
they're telling you their life story, exactly as they'd intended to all
along,

and you're saying, Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh,
each time a little more faintly, the vowel at last becoming
no more than an audible sigh,
as the elevator, halfway down the corridor and a turn to the left,
draws one last, long, deep breath of exhaustion
and stops breathing forever. Then?

Well, one of you falls asleep
and the other one does likewise with a lighted cigarette in his mouth,
and that's how people burn to death in hotel rooms.

poisoned1vy @ 2009-05-01T16:27:00

2009-05-01T21:28:45Z

SUICIDE

IT'S WHAT'S FOR DINNER!

poisoned1vy @ 2009-04-12T12:44:00

2009-04-12T17:44:29Z

suddenly, Nashville. Brb.

the black lips were right!

2009-03-26T18:47:08Z

Bad kids
all my friends are bad kids
Product of no dad kids
Kids like you and me

Bad kids
aint no college grad kids
Livin life out on the skids
Kids like you and me

In Class
We are a minority
Got no
Respect for authority
And won't
Play well with others
And steal
From all your mothers
They'll try
To give us pills
Oh wait
Give us all the pills
Go cry
Mom I gotta go to court
Dad won't
Pay his child support

Well you gotta understand
We only do these things because all we are is

Bad kids
all my friends are bad kids
Product of no dad kids
Kids like you and me

Bad kids aint no college grad kids
Livin life out on the skids
Kids like you and me

At home
He throws a hissy fit
Time out
He doesn't give a shit
Got drunk
Off all of grandmas schnaps
Got caught
Runnin from the cops
Toilet
Paper on the yard
Six f's
On my report card
Smoke cigs
In the bathroom stall
Spray paint
Penis on the wall

Well you gotta understand
We only do these things because all we are is

Bad kids
all my friends are bad kids
Product of no dad kids
Kids like you and me

Bad kids
aint no college grad kids
Livin life out on the skids
Kids like you and me

poisoned1vy @ 2009-03-22T19:43:00

2009-03-23T00:44:35Z

.....when all has gone black
and there's no turning back,
show the world you still have some pride

if you really have class,
go home, turn on the gas,
and grin through your whole suicide......

poisoned1vy @ 2009-03-15T15:45:00

2009-03-15T20:45:49Z

Why did you abandon me?